Never Ever

There was a time I could smile
I think it was quite beautiful
Before I lost you and found out about tears oh babe
I wish every light in this world would disappear
And only the darkness would remain
So it will no longer shine on my stiff image

Next to my broken heart
Above my hurting scar that cut me
My tears that I spilled again well up
So I keep on burning

Never
When I first saw you
Never
I was overcome by the happiness
Never
So I thought the parting would never come to me
Ever
After we parted
Ever
Before I even knew
Ever
I've gotten a bit used to the sadness

Where it trapped me so exhausted
The room where your scent remains
When that scent slowly fades away
It is only filled with tears

Never
When I first saw you
Never
I was overcome by the happiness
Never
So I thought the parting would never come to me

If it's inevitable, I will accept it
Anything you give me
Even the loneliness, I will take

Ever
After we parted
Ever
Before I even knew
Ever
I've gotten a bit used to the sadness

Truthfully I am not confident
I can't stand it anymore
How much longer do I have to be in this pain
I want to erase everything
I want to forget you now
Never ever